Claire is still blubbering and accusing this David Hampton for ruining her life and making her feel miserable and bla bla. This shows how much she needed that lesson. Of course it’s not right to stalk you but it’s not right either to accuse somebody else for your own flaws. Claire is far away from maturity and being able to handle other people’s feelings. Maybe it broke her now but it will strengthen her later.
Dein Dieter
Every few days something new is dug up that pushes the group more and more to the edge. I am not sure where this is going to end. Everyone is a target and it looks like everyone is getting hit. When is my turn? I will be ready.
David Hampton submitted another revealing blog post showing Claire kissing and making out with some stranger that night she was so drunk. I tell you, drink plus a makeover plus a nightclub is no good. Jetzt ist hier natürlich die Hölle los. Claire’s crying, the others are shocked. Such a Kindergarten. This is all going down the drain.
I cannot stand Claire’s quixoticness to be honest. In her head even the lightest jokes become the roughest. She is so sensible when it comes to initmacy and everything that goes therewith. These sensitive people, all these sensitive people I’ve met, they interfere with my view on approaching problems and then, life. It’s funny you know. There’s a reason for everything, for all what you do. Balance. There must be something that made Claire that sensitive. And there will come something that will take her out of her impairing state.
I think I will talk to her. I’m a good talker as I am a good listener.
Dein Dieter
On one of my trips to Tibet I came to know a Lama who taught me an important lesson. A lesson about balance in life. A lesson about how your body impacts on your mind and vice versa. Balance. It’s bizarre. This weekend was bizarre. It’s full of joy and then you get it vice versa in return. This is karma. Every action has a reaction. Firstly you have this hunch and somehow you know it and then… I had to think of this Lama I met a lot these last days. After all the fun we had during the first weeks…now comes the darkness.
